Suicide or homicide? Decisions, decisions...

By four o'clock, I've discounted suicide in favour of killing everyone else in the entire world instead.

— Spider Jerusalem, Transmetropolitan #17

Not quite at that point yet, but getting closer. Sleep debt growing. The past week has completely shot what equilibrium I managed to gain.

I can honestly say that I haven't felt this bad since the corresponding period in ————. I'd make a joke about how we all know what happened then, but the entire point of my not discussing personal matters is that no one else reading this does.

Still very angry about the AppleCare situation, when I'm not being depressed. I suppose I should have expected this betrayal of trust invested, given their past track record of repeatedly screwing over their heretofore loyal customer base, but it always comes as a surprisingly painful shock when it happens to me personally.

My remaining faith is destroyed and I am now apostate from the Cult of the Macintosh, which is probably for the best. For the past few years, it was the closest thing I had to religion, and as an atheist, I know just how bad those are for me.

I have planning ahead, and need to remove distractions. I'm going to unsub from a lot of things I haven't been keeping up with, and try to get other things cleaned and organized. I'll be needing the free space and easy access.